mid day thoughts....

Hi.
My name is Estee.
I'm emotionally numb .
I don't trust anyone.
Sometimes I feel like screaming,
but nothing ever comes out.
All I want is to be ok.
Hi.
My name is Estee.
My innocence was taken from me.
Since then I've always felt a bit strange.
The ones closest to me
cut the deepest wounds I have.
And they don't let them heal,
They keep cutting...
But the blood doesn't show
Because I bleed internally.
Hi.
My name is Estee.
All I feel is pain.
Hi.
My name is Estee.
Inside my tears fall like rain.
Hi.
My name is Estee.
I just want to
Be
Ok.