11.07.2008

And it HURTS like brand new shoes...

I love him
If only I could have known
THEN
What I know
NOW
I
Love him
And no matter how much
How deep it goes
I must
Let
Go
WHY GOD!?
I CAN'T
"You can't save them all"
"You must let him go"

Last night God gave me a spiritual abortion.
A woman can only carry so much in her womb
Before
It kills her.
I screamed.
I cried.
I screamed some more.
My belly ached.

"Let him go."

But he needs me...

"Let him go"

But...

"Let him go."

So I wake up
And he's still
on my mind

So I try
and
ease my mind

Numbness.

nope.

Still feel that knot
In my belly

Can I write
a letter?
One that says
Goodbye

"You must
Let him go."

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